Never Wanted To Be That Girl

He helped me change a tire in the Citgo parkin' lot He said we both could use a beer and I said, "Hell, why not?" What started out as one night turned to six months just like that He never had a ring on so I never thought to ask But then last night I saw a message on his phone That said, "Hey, babe, what time you comin' home?" I never wanted to be that girl I never wanted to hate myself I thought this kind of lonely only happens to somebody else Bein' the other one when there's another one God, this feels like hell Thought I knew who I was, but it's gettin' hard to tell I never wanted to be that girl I heard about those women who didn't have a clue The ones that made excuses like my mama used to do And he jumps in the shower just as soon as he gets home And I spend half an hour goin' through his phone I never wanted to be that girl I never wanted to hate myself I thought this kind of lonely only happens to somebody else Bein' the other one when there's another one God, this feels like hell I thought I knew who I was, but it's gettin' hard to tell I never wanted to be that girl ♪ Oh, and I feel stupid I feel cheap I feel used I feel weak I never wanted to be that girl I never wanted to hate myself I thought this kind of lonely only happens to somebody else Bein' the other one when there's another one God, this feels like hell I thought I knew who I was, but it's gettin' hard to tell I never wanted to be that girl I never wanted to be that girl I never wanted to be that girl