Loneliness

You ever heard a sinner's prayer? You ever had life come and shatter your dreams? You ever heard a sinner's prayer? You ever talk to God, and then it turned into a scream? The weed isn't helping, the liquor don't work I done did all I can, I'm still feeling this hurt I been trying to change, I still feel like I'm cursed Well, the drugs and the stress had appealed to me first Comes and it goes, it's all I know No matter what, all the problems just go Rolled up the smoke, chopped up the dough Been trying to fill up this hole in my soul I'm on this lonely road, I need the Holy Ghost Lord, won't you come and save me? I'm such a broken soul, I feel like no one knows Stress I'm dealing with lately It's my last shot for me to save my spot And they don't make pain pills to help the pain I've got Loneliness is all I've ever known It starts to take its toll A heart can turn to stone Loneliness is all I've ever known No matter where I go I'd rather be alone The drugs in my system are taking my spirit and breaking me down I'll drown in this liquor and scream at the mirror when no one's around I drank so much crown, drained my account Used to pray, I need faith these days I pray I pass out Finally got to that tippin' point I don't really care 'bout this rap shit no more Most likely to get divorced before next year Better yet, wind up dead instead Hanging suspended from the extension cord I pray to God, quit toying with me, kill me please My body feeling like a wilted leaf I can't keep down food, my liver protruding Through my ribs, drinking liquor like a stupid zee But just one day, I'm breaking one shade I really wanna take my anger out on someone's face It's funny, all the money I just saved is gone, someone's dead It got swept underneath the rug with some blood stains I never listened when they told me it's a dumb dream The industry is full of greedy cash Adults dumber than they were when they were young teens Don't underestimate the ignorance I used to want to pull the trigger then But I'm sober now, and I'm feeling so good Don't pull it, don't pull it Only thing getting stuck in my head is this Jelly Roll hook So long Loneliness is all I've ever known It starts to take its toll A heart can turn to stone Loneliness is all I've ever known No matter where I go I'd rather be alone The drugs in my system are taking my spirit and breaking me down I'll drown in this liquor and scream at the mirror when no one's around