Rescue Me

I put this message in a bottle and I send it down yonder So you see what I got to say When you from the bottom feel like the biggest problem It's all that we got in common today Lost one of my homies and he ain't even dead Can't deal with 'em 'cause of something he said Beat the case with the state and was ducking the feds I done been on the run and I was running out of breath Try'na run it back up 'til I run out of room in the safe Feel like I was running in place I'mma down one fuck, real out groo I stay Like I need to move outta state Know that I knew better, knew I should do better Swear I'm still stuck in my ways Mama keep stressing me, ask 'bout my wrist, yeah every couple of days I got the rest and you prob' got the Best of me, that was another mistake They don't understand I'm a fucking Loose cannon that never had something to say Shoot on site I'm sending out an SOS, somebody rescue me I'm in over my head and I can barely breathe I need time to heal, I need time to grieve I need time to kill The beast inside of me I have been battling flesh, I give my all and it fucks with my energy I am at war with myself, my only enemy is the inner me It's like I'm on fire, deep in my chest that shit is burning in me I done lost Chizzle and Chop, Mono and Pops, I'm learning to grieve And if these tears could talk, I wonder what they would say to me I hear Chizzle's voice in my head "Don't let that shit fuck up your day" I would by lying if I said these last Couple years I have not been so fucking depressed Every day that I wake up the first thing I think of is playing some Russian Roulette I'm sending out an SOS, somebody rescue me I'm in over my head and I can barely breathe I need time to heal, I need time to grieve I need time to kill The beast inside of me