Holding On To What I Can't Hold

It was so easy when i was younger. It didn't take much to feed the hunger. Somewhere along you lose the innocence. No idea where it mighta went. Spend your whole life looking for something. I'm holding on, im holding on. In my life is just the way it goes. Holding on, holding on. It's hard to admit when you can't control. Holding on to what i can't hold. You had a reason for packing and leaving. I've got a reason for wanting and reaching. I'm not as big as i thought i was. Didn't go down the way i thought it would. I don't even know what it is i'm needing. I'm holding on, im holding on. In my life is just the way it goes. Holding on, holding on. It's hard to admit when you can't control. Holding on to what i can't hold. You find it and you drink it. And you hold it and you smoke it. Spend your whole life looking for something. I'm holding on, i'm holding on. In my life that's just the way it goes. Holding on, holding on. Hard to admit when you can't control. Holding on to what i can't hold.